The Journal of a Crazy Life

11:22am: The first 1/2 of 2 week break
Two week vacation. I think I am going to need more than that! I finally have the Panic! at the Disco cd, which, I have been dieing to get since I became obsessed with them and I consider them my drugs and I had to pay $13 back to my grandmother. I am HAPPY now! I also got three new books and one magazine...can anyone guess who it was on it? (LOL). The books that I got were "Rainbow Boys" "No One Here Gets Out Alive" and Harry Potter 4. Well I had forgotten that I already had 4, so now I have two copies of it. The magazine that I got was AP (Alt Press). I already had this copy but wanted it again, because this was the cover (it had Panic on it) that I had originally wanted, and thanks to HH (Hawthorne Heights) I already know at least one artist on the next issue that I should be receiving...yay!

I was watching VH1 today and saw the "Learn to Fly" video. This is the one where Dave Grohl dresses becomes a million people and I discovered, after watching it so many times, that Jack Black was at the end. It was weird...maybe I am a slow learner.

Had another weird dream about Ryan (or so I think it was him...it looked like him). It was nothing sexual or anything...it was just weird. I mean it was weirder than the first one I had and that was a while ago. Hmmm...maybe it will come to me shortly.

[W]CYY was at Wildcat yesterday and I [had] really wanted to go so bad. Don't know why since I don't ski or board...though I used to in 4th-6th grade. They also played like 8 songs that Marty Casey had preformed on Rock Star: INXS this summer...it was weird.

Oh well weirder things have happened. I am sure of that. It happens to the best of us.

8:53am: Randoms


Well yesterday, I got the CD that I wanted since I became obsessed with Panic! at the Disco. Man was I so happy? Well in fact I was....I am ooberly obsessed with them and it is bad enough that I consider them my drug. I had to beg my grandmother and tell I would pay her back as soon as I got it so I did, but hey I finally have the CD.
Well he was up this weekend for a bit but we didn't hangout or anything since we aren't chilling any more since the whole "I love you" thing happend. I'm cool with it though since I wanted to "take time off" from him anyway. Yes, I admit, I like Dennis and all, but if I keep pushing it like I am, I will lose him and he won't even want to be friends with me.
I had another weird dream about Ryan again. This time it was more weird than the first one. No it was nothin bad. I just wanted to mention that, but not talk about it much.
I saw the "Learn to Fly" video today on VH1. (This is a song by Foo Fighters, and Dave Grohl, plays about a gizillion different people) and noticed, after like so many times of seeing it that Jack Black is at the end of it. I guess, I can be a slow learner at times.
Yesterday, CYY, was at Wildcat...I wanted to go, but why bother, I don't ski or board. I used to ski though...4-6th grade. They also played like 8 songs that Marty Casey sang on [Rock Star:] INXS over the summer. That was creepy.
A couple of nights, ago I had watced "Kurt & Courtney" two hours later, CYY, had played Foo Fighters...I thought it was weird (and kind of freaky).

12:47pm: bored....yet again


bored yet again. Oh well. I read 5 chapters in my new book "Rainbow Boys", which I got yesterday at Waldenbooks, among 2 others and a magazine. Saw a Pete wannabe yesterday on the way to Lewiston. It still bothers me whether he was trying to be PW or a skater boy. Maybe I will never know either....well at least I hope not to know. Anyways, I am using the computer at my grandmother's place, waiting to head home. I am sooooooooo bored right now all I can think about is Panic! at the Disco. Oh yeah, I also signed up for some more pen pals things. I guess I really am bored to death and don't know what to do besides sit here and do this.
The myspace or student don't work....I am depressed....oh well!